Depression…where to even start?

      Not enough. Too much. Too loud. Barley speaks. How can I be every one of those things? How can I be so little but so much?

     This isnt the beginning of my journey with depression I’m actually hoping it is more so the ending. I have finally gotten help…or at least im trying to…but right now none of that matters..right now I’m in the middle of beating myself up with words….why? I know I’m a good person…so why? I deserve to be happy so why stop myself? Why?